A little disappointment

Since the new year I've been unemployed 

I've been spending these last months applying to jobs with aid of a job agency linked to my old preschool for students with disabilities 

it didn't bother me much when jobs didn't answer or accept me.  For my interested career was of that of the library, which I worked for last two Summers but never was able to keep job, this year if they accept me at May again I have another chance to stay on.

while there's a good chance I'll have library job at May I still apply to other jobs to keep options open, last week I applied to Barnes and Nobles Bookstore, at a position whose responsibilities isn't unlike that of my former duties as a library page.

my job agenxy offered to compensate the job that hires m, but the Bookstore pointed out that they are looking for peoole With retail experience, which while I have none of that I did have experience in duties similar to this position which I pointed out in cover letter,

but it tonight I got email from them saying while they appreciate my interest they politely rejected me in favor for applicants with retail experience.

im a little down over the fact my best interested job has rejected me.  While there's hope for library im still a little sad.

sorry I've been idle my rp friends just been lazy and will reply when I  can